was pretty sad out of the sudden,
didn't realise how uneffective i am to the team.
sorry for being selfish. .
sorry for helping or saying something that it didn't help much after all.
saying something straight that came in my mind without considered to discuss with the teams.
yeah! that's not the way of teamwork at all!
*blaming myself

even people can tell that i'm angry at someone. .
what is wrong with me?
but seriously speaking. .
i weren't angry at all. . .
i am living my life as usual ((:

i did not change at all
it is making me more and more depressed. . .
some time it just felt that nobody understand how i felt sometime ...