i really don't understand.. .
simple just don't understand . . .
i'm not in the mood at all. .
not at all. .

simply need entertainment
i need to rest!!
or just let me rest in peace. .

i admitted that i am 20 years old. and yes i'm old now. .
i do not wish to have any situation to happen just like in primary or secondary.
i wan to live my life without any "control"

somehow i just felt i have not freedom at all. .
WHY?!?!
concerning for a friend is wrong? or concerning or making friend = trap
or should i says in the first place i should not make friend at all?

if you think it is impossible!
stop making youself to drive more deeply into the situation over and over again.

omg i hate myself!
i am placing myself and everyone in a hard decision.