days pass, slowly become weeks, month
i really hate this. . .
was browing through some of our conservation . .
thinking why is it so out of the sudden. .

i simply just don't understand. .
is it really because of me?
you ever said that you doubt to have another life partner like me. .
have you ever wondered how happy am i to see that?
the sentence weight as heavy as a gold bar to me. .
i treated it so serious.
i thought i would be relieved because i found you as well.
i thought you would always be there for me . .i am. . always. really. .

you said you will try to take initiative because you knew i have been trying to.
it had always happen to me when there is happiness always hoping for happiness
happiness but yet scary at times because it will just *poof

someone please tell me that. .
friend don't really just come and go right?





am i going to frame this up forever?