after listen to what darling had said. i rather think that i should give up on him since it had already been on the processing of giving up after such a long time. i tried blocked him at the msn but it seems that i would take a few sec to check if he was online. but seriously i do not know what's this mean at all. i even thought of deleting all the sms he said from the previous night. but it seems like up till now the sms were still with me.

i'm like so struck. i really wanted to erase every moment when we were together. but i was rather surprise that he sms me in the afternoon. with his small sms saying wanna have dinner later on. it's really brighten up my rest of the day in school.

i still remember the time when i tried to bake cheesecake. i thought he might like to eat cheesecake. because i love to eat CHEESECAKE. but ended up i did not get the chance to give it to him. thinking back, i rather i shouldn't have bake the cheesecake in the first place. i was rather crazy to come up with this kind of idea when we do not know what our friendship are like.